July

So I havent written in this thing for awhile. I have been outta town and my other pathetic excuse is I have just been busy. My brain doesnt like to stop and it always seems to overwhelm my brain with crap.

Lets see... a quick run down of events.

June we were at my parents house visiting.. that was ok I guess. I dont mind visiting, but I hate sweating to death. My brother was there.. and that was nice also, but he pisses me off way too much. Yes, I may not know all the circumstances of why my parents baby him.. but I do know that hes going to be 30 yrs old in a few months and hes still having mom put $$ in his bank acct to help from his overdrafting.

I get so aggitated that I cant even ask for help (if needed) because I get an excuse of they were helping him out. But my mom seems to tell me that my brother has helped them out quite a few times and so they are just helping him out back. But seriously...when can they see that they should stop helping him.

When we were there....well I am just not gonna get into it.. no sense in me getting all pissy over something I cant control.. all I will say is this.. when the time comes that they cant help.. what is he gonna do then LOL.. he aint comin to me.. I have no pity for him...even if hes blood.

So I began again writing more on my storys main character. I feel I have gotten a bit futher on it than before with some writing exercises and such.

Lets see what else is going on..

I wont even comment on work... b/c this is the internet and we all know how things move on here.

I will write more later if I get a chance..

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FARKLE-ING

Man O man O man!

I have found an addicting game... well I didnt really "find" it. A friend of mine had posted her results and it popped up on my FB page and I figured I would try it out. So I did....and uhh.. I have been playing it quite often. It turns out that I have inducted a few of my friends since I posted/invited them to play LOL.

Farkle is a little like Yahtzee but with a twist. I suppose you will have to Google it to find out what it is or click on the link..it send you to the wiki explaination of Farkle. I think you should try it out if you are into those type of games.

Nothing much lately has gone on since..........yesterday. I went to RW and got home around 11 something p.m., and I was pretty much wide awake as I usually am.

Well.. I have a vacation coming up and leaving to visit the parents for a few days on Thursday. I dunno how I will do driving at night. I really hope I will be able to get some sleep prior to driving 10 hrs! STRAIGHT!

Until later...

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Geeze..

So I am a bit aggitated that I am feeling like my pup is being taken away from me. I mean why am I feeling this way? Titus is the family dog, but ever since we got him, its like we connected and hes merely been "my dog". Anyone thats seen us together can tell that hes my pup.

But I get a lil jealous that when I see him laying on someone like a baby. It drives me nuts! I know that I shouldnt get like that b/c hes supposed to be "just" a dog, but I dont really see him like that. Hes more like my little baby. He follows me everywhere, he gets sooo excited when I come home from where ever I left for. I just get soo aggitated!

So I guess what I need to do is basically get over it. Hes just a dog right??

I dunno.. I just feel at times that since the other dog was sent away... that they have moved on to try to take my pup over.. ya know since hes the only one left why not make him theirs?

Is it silly? Probably is..but its how I feel this moment...

Out side of that I am doing ok, I am tired of being so bored..

Last night I had a dream that I was sitting on a back porch area folding laundry that was getting sand in the basket with folded laundry. I remember not worrying about it b.c in the dream I was telling myself that its the beach and something to get used to and it can be shaken out.

So I continued to fold and 81 came out and sat in the other lawn chair. I asked 81 whether or not they wanted to go explore the beach. I remember feeling that I was glad that I was home and I felt so excited. 81 said yes and so we got up and I recall thinking that I needed to go update my FB status to say how excited I was to be back home finally and then..........

I woke up..and realized that I was still in this fkn dump of a state!!! I was sooooooooo pissed!

It just goes for saying that... I will only get to be back home...in my dreams! How Ironic!

Until next time!

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